11 years…

It’s tough putting into words on how I feel… I have spurts of moments when tears form in my eyes.. I have moments of happiness remembering the times you always came over to my place and we always had a great time. The sleepovers, the get togethers, even the down times and the grand of times. You and Becca became family to me for so long and still remain family. I am glad we talked recently and I was able to hear your voice. I am glad to say these past 11 years with you have been magical. I will forever cherish our time we lived together. I enjoyed seeing you grow as a person. I have so many memories that I could go on forever about them. I will cherish everything together from meeting you to becoming best friends, roommates, and so much more.

I love you so much beebee. 🫶🏼🩷💔

05/22/2024

My Beebee, my light, my everything.

You have changed so many people’s lives. You inspired so many people to be better humans. You inspired everyone to love. You were more than just a friend to me. When we lived together we learned we were more alike than we thought. Our lifestyles clashed but the experience made us grow closer. I cry so much living in the house that holds so many memories of you. This town, our get togethers, everything reminds me of you. You were just everywhere. You made friends with everyone. You were a light in everyone’s darkness. You glowed on the outside and you glowed on the inside. Even when the toughest of times tried to bring you down, you remained glowing. You knew how to grow. Now, you’ve grown your wings. I will remember everything you taught me in this life and can’t wait to reunite with you in another life. My friend, my sister, my world. I miss you… I love you… Always.

I was cleaning the bathroom today and saw your red hair dye. It became normal after so long of not painting the cabinets biut it became noticeable again tonigjt. I mever painted over it because I didn’t feel the need to… Your memories are so strong that once I relaize there is no future in memories I melt… You looked at me weird when I told you of my pig’s blood from her bloody nose in the corner where the toilet is 😂 Yes, it’s still there with no paint over it. Just as the hair red dye from you on the cabinet. I believe in energy and things happen in life for a reason so when someone or an animal I love make a mark I keep it. I love you and you are probably making weird faces at me for not cleaning the cabinet of your red hair dye 😭😂 I miss you…. so bad….

(The blue is from my blue-black dye)

05/27/2024